" Emma didn't even give me any eye contact at that point. I took my spot at the table and started to eat my breakfast, my mum asked me if i was look...ng forward to school today, i replied "meh not really but i have some easy lessons today so i can cope." I have now finished my breakfast and get my self ready for school and still me and Emma haven't spoke since last night except the word morning she said to me when i got up.So after a easy day at school i come to find Emma sat on the sofa. She disappeared again and after breakfast I went for a breif walk and to get myself a paper. I don’t know how long I was away for but as I came back up to the room I saw the cleaners equipment outside. As I was about to walk into the room I heard a familiar noise and realised what it was and stopped. I remembered before bed I had been watching a porno on my laptop and must have fallen asleep. As it was the film was playing again, who was watching it ? I gently opened the door and could see from. You think medisgusting. Well, all Ican say is, you didn?t know Jake. Crawling back into the living room, I noticed twothings. One, I was breathing through my mouth, my lower jaw hanging slack,like I was some kind of village idiot or something. Second, Jake was no longeron the couch. Then I felt his weight on my back, as he sat naked on me...likea rider on a horse. "Put the beer down Mr. G., and ride me around the room" Here I was, a naked man in his mid-thirties, naked on my hands andknees in. As being a natural immature stud, a plump body ,no job in hand as i was pursuing my B.Tech from a Govt college, also for several reasons I was rejected with no mercy.Being immature I pleaded her no to go away ,as I realized in that very first moment that She was the One. It never happened.The rejection made me kind of a psycho as I analysed myself about my faults.I started to do exercise regularly to keep myself fit.Graduating in 2009 I faced the word REALITY.As you all know due to downsizing.