"What's that?" She said into the phone. "Uh huh. Oh, I see. No. I'lltell him. Thank you, Rita." And she ended the call."She didn't want to talk to me?... John asked, very excited."Umm, no, honey. She said that they were still deciding on theyounger brother. She said she'd call when she heard back."This couldn't be good, John knew that. If they had already decided onthe other two major character openings and had not decided to takehim, then they probably weren't going to take him. "Oh," he. It was just a shock to actually see you ... in a girl's vagina and coming with her. It was exciting and terrifying. I still want it, but I want to think about how to make it special for you and me. You will probably be the only boy who ever puts his penis in me. I'm not like Liz. Oh, I love to eat Jennifer and Courtney and you know how much I love Rhonda. But I can't imagine another boy with me—not even one of our clan members." We'll wait as long as you want, sweetheart. I love you. Nothing. ”“Exactly. We didn’t really discuss it or even hint or tease. I think there might have been one or two slight nods in that direction, but it certainly wasn’t the focus.”“You said she’s still in love with you.”“Yes. It was so obvious I would have noticed even if she hadn’t said it directly.”“And you love her?”“In my own way, yes. But you know I haven’t really felt I was ‘in love’ since our issues at Christmas of ‘82.”“You mean my meltdown.”“No, I mean OUR issues. That whole situation was as much. .." He thought andshrugged, "I can only say it one way: you have quite a sexy and sensualstage presence when performing and in your videos. How do you reconcilethat with who you are off-stage?"I smiled and thought. I looked over at him and raised an eyebrow, "I'ma bit worried by the way you phrased your question that you areimplying that off-stage I'm not sexy or sensual."He gave a half-laugh half-choke. He cleared his throat and grinned, "Ireckon I asked for that. Let me assure you that such.