” Sandy felt like an incredible weight had just sunk deep inside her. She was confronting her deepest fears, and suddenly felt as though she had nei...her the strength or will to go forward. “Talk?” queried Tommy, “Okay…ummm…what about?” Sandy let several seconds go by before she answered. “About us, Tommy, about what I let happen last night and why we can’t let this come between us.” “Mom?” “No, Tommy, let me finish. I can’t deny what happened last night, nor to be truthful do I want to. It was. A lot of it was repetitive and not in the least bit interesting but it was a requirement and he didn’t mind following the military procedures because he knew the folks back east set a lot of store in almost any type of a report.He and Nettie set out for town and a return to the local law enforcement problems not related to Indian affairs. It was a great deal less exciting but he was happy with the slack time and used it to great advantage to catch up on his sleep and getting acquainted with. All of a sudden we seemed to be alone and I was devouring his penis, eating him like some female cannibal devouring a hot-dog. The other men were silently watching me obviously enjoying myself, which I was as I disengaged from my oral activities and pulled myself upright, and attempted to strip off, I wanted to have sexual intercourse and I was oblivious to the other men, now undressing themselves, to join-in and have some fun with this Swedish teenager, in heat.I stood holding onto the upper. We were alone at this point and it the last embers of the fire were going out. This was my defining moment as a teenager. I looked down at Jessica and in my slightly drunk mindset I just moved on pure instinct and hormones. I leaned in and downward trying to aim my lips at hers. It wasn't my first kiss, that was Karen from my sixth-grade class, but it was my worst attempt at a kiss. I ended up pressing my most of my lips to her cheek and only about a tenth of my lips actually made contact with.