She knew I’d be just fine. What she didn’t like was thinking that I was capable of getting over her that fast. “You have to know that I just can...��t run off and marry the next Vice President. I’d lose my job. The network hates you people. Me falling in love with you and carrying on a very discreet affair is one thing. There is no way I’d survive committing this big a sin. They would trash me for the next thirty years.“I thought we would be fine running in and out of remote cabins and exotic. Tyler answered, “Guess not man, where you going?”I answered, “Art class, what a blast right?”Tyler, “Fuck no, that sucks for you, but I’ll catch you after school man”I told him, “No can do broseff, I have practice, remember dip shit”Tyler answered, “Oh yeah I remember, you got any dip on you?” For all of you haters out there, chewing tobacco is not the worst thing a teenager can do so fuck off.I quickly whipped out my can of Grizz and said, “Of course I do, but hurry up and take one”He quickly. She lay down next to me and said, “I know men love that last part. Did it make you happy?”“Of course.”“I did it for you.”“But did you like it?”“It was okay. I’ll do it again. But I need it the other way much more.”“Which way?”She grinned, “Both ways.”She leaned in and kissed me, and we tasted ourselves on each other. After a while, I rose and turned off the light, and she curled up next to me in the humid air, no breeze, filled with the smell of our sweat and sex, and chatted quietly about. He was depressed and disgusted that he had let himself slip this far down in his career. He had been so very close to the success he had dreamed about, but he had fucked it up all by himself, letting his aggression and drive alienate him from the celebrities he had been ‘stalking’. He had been willing to go to any lengths to get the best photo, catching them in bad situations, embarrassing moments they had secretly prayed no one had seen, only to discover Rip Howard had captured it all on film..