It just didn’t seem right.I remembered her words a year and a half ago at her birthday. “I’m going to change the world so people don’t have to...be separated from the ones they love.”Oh, little angel. How much I feel the separation between us now.I realized I didn’t believe in God anymore. If he was there, he was irrelevant. I promised my little angel that I would fulfill her vow.After Christmas morning with Mom and Dad, Em and I returned silently to the farm. They had been invited to have. Dam! It was cold like in the 20's. We all looked at each other to see who would take off their robes first and yelled "one, two and three." I then Pulled off my robe and jumped beneath the hot water. They all followed me and we came up almost together laughing. I sat next to Mr. Hot and my hubby sat with his wife. I stopped looking at my hubby because I was afraid that I would not go through with this. I grabbed Mr. Hot by his face and then started kissing softly and passionately on his soft. Alex kissed back up my body until our lips met once again in passionate embrace. I could taste my pussy on his lips and it made me want him inside me. I rolled on top of him and pulled off his jeans, pausing for a moment to admire the bulge in his boxers before pulling them down. He was around seven, maybe eight inches and it was rock hard. I ran my tongue from the base to the tip of his penis, kissing the round head and taking it into my mouth. A tiny bit of his pre-come emerged and I licked. The sub in Linda knew there was only one way she was allowed to touch now (let alone cum) and that was to go thru with her plans to be denied first. She had convinced herself - she must do this, or otherwise she failed... and Linda hated to fail. The self-bondage plans were relatively easy. She didn't need anything that immobilized her too much, but just a way that she wouldn't be able to relieve herself if she managed to keep herself very horny. And that was the challenge - to keep.