"I frowned. "But how do you see this working if you won't marry me? I don't have a Dawn or DJ. I mean, if I was already married and twenty-seven and y...u decided to be my mistress or submissive or whatever and then join my household to raise your child alongside those of my very understanding wife's children, that would be one thing. But we're twenty-one, Kim. Are YOU ready to have a baby?"She nodded. "I am. Even if we got pregnant last night, the baby won't arrive until early October; I already. ."She shivered again, and James guided her to her chair, and shoved her gently into it."Sit down, and wait for a moment whilst I fetch you a glass of water."He took her coat from the coat hanger in the corner and draped it across her shoulders."Thank you," she whispered as she wrapped it tighter around her.She sat lost in her own thoughts and only became aware again when James pushed a cold glass into her hands."Here, drink this," he instructed firmly, and she obeyed wordlessly.James perched on. I never had one when they were in real fashion some years ago. I thought they were a bit slutty. But I recently changed my mind. I think they are sexy. So I got one, and I really love it.My best friend says it makes me look cheap.I don’t think so. I love it. It has given me self confidence; I don’t know why it just has.I would never have dreamed of having one whilst I was married. We were far too prim and proper as a couple. But once I had had a couple of indiscrete affairs with my tennis. Finish those dishes and get in here, the game’s about to start.” John yelled from the living room. “Just about done. Only two more to go.” I yelled back. Once the dishes were finished Tonya and I both went back into the living room. I gave Tonya the seat in the corner of the living room as I moved it into a position so she could see the TV as well. She refused at first, but I insisted. I told her I couldn’t allow her to sit on the floor while I sat in the chair. She finally accepted.