I was sort of robbed of my c***dhood by an uncle who m*****ed me for a lot of years. With that early exposure to sexual pleasure, I became a very sexu...l being. As I got older I sought out partners for sex thinking that was what love was. By the time I was 13 years old I had been pregnant already and had an abortion. I would wear very provocative clothing and seek out older men to fulfill my need to be used. The wanton a****l inside me craved the physical attention given to me by these men even. I told him that I was bringing a friend and he replied that he had plenty of room for spectators.When I reported the good news to the girls I heard Sis take a deep breath and say, "Good. We need to look at something besides television." When she exchanged glances with Maryanne I knew that they had been talking about that stallion.I teased her. "Sis have you been watching horses mate on the computer?"She didn't have to answer. I could tell by the look on her face that she had familiarized. More than one neighbor ran into the house at the sight of the cat emerging from the dark. After the third time that happened, Ed laughed and said, “I think they saw a puddy cat.”At the restaurant, Ed went in first to talk to Maria. When he entered, Maria said, “Hello, Ed. Are you here for dinner?”Looking out the door at John, Ed said, “That depends. John has a cat with him and is afraid that you won’t let him in with it.”“A cat?”Smiling Ed said, “Yeah, it’s a big cat, but it won’t let John out. Yes, it was as if I had suddenly bitten into some kind of forbidden fruit. I thought about how much I had loved sex with Todd for over four decades. I had always been able to achieve a powerful clitoral orgasm through self-stimulation during a long session of penetration enjoyed in multiple positions. Before cumming, I always entered into a place of prolonged nirvana where all cares and fears disappear. I loved going to that place whenever possible. Todd loved taking me into that state of.