Think of the hottest flight attendant and that’s her. After we ordered, our food came within 30 minutes. And we ate and talked about our future. Aft...r we ate,Me: What next?She: I don’t know, what do you have in mind?Me: Before I go further. May I ask you this?She: Go ahead.I pulled out a rose and asked her if she wanted to be my girlfriend.She: Omg!! Yessss!I hugged her and kissed her on the lip. Oh man, it was a long one.Me: Let’s go to my apartment and watch a movie?She(blushing): Sure!. She found herself smiling, and silently laughing as Will pulled on her hips and began to stroke back and forth inside her. It was the laughter of life-affirmation, of the sheer joy of having lived, the opposite of survivor’s guilt. She pushed against the tree, driving herself back against him, meeting him thrust for thrust. Their coupling was fast and hard, filling the trees with the sound of flesh slapping against flesh. She reached back towards him, wanting more contact, more connection,. .. with an ID on a neck strap ... I moved into the yard. Looking back at the gate I saw my cabbie arguing with the gate guard. He ... the driver ... saw me looking and waved a handful of bills at me.I trotted back.“Tip,” I said.“You’re kidding,” said the guard. But he turned to the driver and explained. Big eyes ... sagging chin ... shock. He still tried to give the majority back.Wasn’t having it. I knew ... that the change from a capitalist society to a Mao perceived communism was going to be. They were meant to be together. Now as Alec sat me down on the sofa and went to make tea, I realised that the hole where my heart had been wasn't heart shaped. It was Maxie shaped. I had to get him back."So I'm not that surprised to see you Jesse. You want to tell me why you're here?" Alec sat crossed legged in a leather wingchair, folding his feet under his slender frame. His eyes, watercolour sky pale blue pinned me where I sat."I need help." I swallowed. Anyone else would have made some glib.