She was everything. She was my life. She’s gone and I’ve got to live with that. I don’t need you or anyone else feeling bad or sorry for me. ...Shitty things happen in life, you deal with them in your own way and you get by.” Shit was just coming out faster than I could think it through.“What makes you so averse to getting help, Matt?” she said in a very monotone way.“Help? Today, everyone has been trying to help me. My best friend, Grant, you know, who’s been my ‘rock’ this whole time,” I. " I must be taking it too easy on you, then. Here, I'll see if I can get your attention."thudthud"Ow, ow, christ, don't put me in the hospital. You are such a clod. Ow, fuck." I don't care, slut. Look at my dick. Just as hard as when we started. Not bad for a fifty year old. You're keeping me young. A pity if it kills you. But I'll just find another one, better than you, if it comes to that."thud"Ow. Your cock? ... is pathetic. Don't make me laugh. If that's all this is about, some kind of. Walter started to moan loudly with each trip down his cock "Oh yes, that is it Jay. You're doing great young man, oh yes, such a good good young man. Suck it deeper my boy, that's it!" He had both his hands on my head, controlling the speed and rhythm of my sucking. I was fondling his balls of my own initiative, rolling his testicles between my fingers in their loose sack. With the other hand planted on the base of his cock, stroking it in time with my mouth. I could feel the urge to come. He pushed me backwards on the bed, I spread my legs nice and wide to give him the perfect view. His cock was glistening with cum, he separated my pussy lips and withouthesitation he slipped his cock inside me. I felt like something had popped, I looked up and I saw a bit of blood on his dick. He kissed my lips, as he lovingly caressed my cheek. I moaned as he pumped in and out of my pussy, more harder and faster than he did before. His balls banging against me, then he went in deeper. Some more.