"From her glances, I could tell that she did not approve of my outfit. Like I cared.I was kinda waiting for the big ball to drop. I really wondered ho... Roberta was going to handle all of this. I kept my eye on the front door as an emergency exit.Jack took his wife in his arms and looked her into the eyes. It was the most serious I had seen him look in a long while. "Roberta, I asked Renee to come with me this morning. I need to talk to you and I wanted her to be here."Roberta glanced at me,. It didn’t take me long to start fantasizing about her when I masturbated, on my 15 th birthday I distinctly remember I was talking on the phone with a friend who had called to wish me when she came to my room to wish me as well. We used to be very close back then, and she gave me a tight hug and a peck on the cheek, which led to the quickest hard on I ever got. That's when I realized I really wanted to fuck my aunt. I was a virgin till the age of 17, and even after that I wasn't very much. I want you to know that." I never imagined you did; that just doesn't seem like you. It just drives me nuts though, Jen, the drinking himself into oblivion. I thought I knew him.”“Me too.” She sighed. “Why would he do it, knowing it made him feel like crap, being hungover and sick, or so drunk he was puking in the gutter… the humiliation of it. Why, when he’d go through hell to get straight, did he always go back to it?”“I asked him that same thing once, when he was sober.”“And…?”I told her. Her expression told me that I’d made a very bad misjudgment and I quickly covered up. I guess that was the first time she’d ever seen a guy naked. I totally put the brakes on and then we tried again, going to the movies. She gave me the whole stop and go bit and I got on her case about it. Not that she shouldn’t set limits, but about what could be understood as being a prick-tease. I told her to get her act together and came home.“We tried one last time and she pulled the same stuff, even.