I just flat out asked Karma if she had a problem with black people. She replied “No, god no. One of my ex-girlfriends were black.” I asked her the... why she had a problem with me bringing home 2 black guys. She said “Doesn’t their size her you?” I explained to her that it didn’t hurt at all and it was very pleasurable and I told her that not all black guys are huge but in general black guys are bigger than white guys. I also explained to her that it was more of how black men are in bed that is. No one could replicate it or take it away. Tonight we were one. On Monday Molly called me at work, letting me know that it was time for me to meet her at the hotel. She would make another call shortly afterwards, this one to Anne, to tell her to meet her in the hotel room. I met Molly in the lobby and we went to the main desk. She asked for the room key for suite 2348. The attendant gave it to her and we headed for the elevator. Molly explained on the way up that the suite was for her company's. And I told my wife,that if something ever happened,WE would get the BLAME for "telling everyone," and sure enough,a few months later, her Boss fired her, and she blamed us for telling him and we were NEVER within 1000 feet of him,never saw him,never knew his name.Basically,she didnt let HIM in on it...And thats something to think about...if there is a "falling out" between you and another couple,they WILL run and tell EVERYONE that you guys are swingers,and of course they WILL NOT mention that. . intimate ... that it brought home to me, how I'd never known what it was to love. All the ... I don't know what to call it, now, frantic ... sensual-ism, I suppose ... was so meaningless and at the cost of ... dehumanising others for our pleasure. I feel so ... unworthy. She was hunched, hands clasped in her lap.Finally, when she'd clearly finished, he gently drew her to him with one arm, the other hand separating hers to hold one. He placed a kiss on her head and inhaled the scent of her.