We were licking each other’s tongue and savoring each other’s saliva. His pressings were being more aggressive and I was enjoying it completely. I...was shit scared about getting caught by someone but I couldn’t just take my mind off this.Suddenly, the bell rang and we both separated from the kissing gasping for air and looking into each other’s eyes. It was pretty sure that both of us didn’t want it to end.“What a kisser you are, Niks! And those boobs..How big and soft they are!”, my boyfriend. ” Obviously, that’s what we’ve been doing, girl. The thought in my mind, “Can you speak without being material? I mean, without taking on a form like … like this … like you are now?”He steps closer to me. It wasn’t stepping … he glides closer to me. Now only 5 feet separate, I expect to get some scent from him, some natural musk, even something from his clothes, but he wasn’t really real, like a real person, I mean … My mind going in too many directions with too many colliding thoughts. I’ve been around. Working mostly, and getting my exercise in, too. I have to run before it gets light enough to see to beat the heat.”Elijah and Carolyn both laughed and Elijah said, “We already knowed that, son. We see ya trottin’ down the road most mornings. How far do ya run now?”“It varies, but usually about eight or ten miles for sure. Then I do 45 minutes or an hour of exercises and my katas. I’m usually done and ready to have breakfast by 8:30 or 9:00. I work in the garden after. Because so dreadfully many people simply don't want to know, they resist knowing, they cling as tightly to their ignorance as they would to a rock at the edge of a cliff, a liferaft in the ocean.Was it so for the ones who visited Angus? she wondered. Did they, too, fight off new knowledge because it invaded the precious stability of their mindset? Or did they merely act out of malice, knowing they were telling lies but simply not caring, for some other reason? I suppose I'll never know the.