I was alone in bed but looking over to where Nikki had been I could almost see her face in the sweat-stained sheets. Memories of last night with Nikki...surrounded me and I felt no regrets. If you have truly met your soul-mate for life most times you only get one shot at it. And if you blow it there's usually no going back leaving you to lurk in the darkness feeling like half your heart is missing. So when you've gotten it right ... really right ... then fight for all your worth to keep it. Some. Both of them look a little flustered. It was a big decision, a big announcement, but they didn’t expect anything so instant.“Right now?” Asks Keegan, a little fear crossing her face. She clearly thought she was going to have more time to prepare for this.They climb into the back of our car – there’s the producer driving in the front, with a cameraman in the passenger seat filming back at the girls in the back. The rest of the crew films us departing, then jumps in another car, catches up and. Then she asked me if I would fuck her if she let Teddy fuck her first. I knew Teddy, he was not a nice kid and I had seen him bully the boys and feel the girls up for years. I told her to stay away from Teddy. She said that she would if I fucked her.She had me trapped between a rock and a hard place. I sure as hell didn’t want that little asshole Teddy fucking her. So reluctantly I gave in. We went up to my bedroom as always but instead of going into my bathroom we walked to my bed. Teresa. I'm suggesting this is all too much."Her face grew distant suddenly. She tilted her head and bit her lip before saying with a clear, hearty voice:"You were the one who insisted on going back there for Andy. And I should thank you for that. It's just that ... I'm doing all I can!"Her face became contorted and it looked as if she was about to break down into sobs and cries for barely a moment. But she held on and said sharply:"I risked my life back there. I could've left, I could've run away. I.