I turn my head and there's Dad beside my bed. He smiles at me and touches my face with his hand. He looks so tired."Hey, Randy," he says, "Welcome bac...!" He wipes a tear off his cheek with the back of his hand.I remember thinking, 'What the hell is he talking about? Welcome back from where?'I gradually become aware that I'm in a hospital bed surrounded by electronics, IV tubes in my arms and people fussing over me. I have this dull ache in my lower back and I try to shift to a more comfortable. The first six months had been six too many for her. Majgen’s eyes kept scanning the blue picture in Baglian’s office, but her facial features tightened in response to her memories. It had been harder in the beginning, she had grown more used to the ‘treatment’ over the last three years, but it still bothered her. The memory of how she had finally been convinced to sign the second time, bothered her too. —-=(A freedom of choice)=—- The morning after Majgen had refused to sign the second. Sultan …..that mother fucker…… Was your love …..he sold you to me for 20,000 and left you here….. You are in Janankhana …… Ganga Jamuna ….. Nagpur…..you are his fifth target….other girls are lying other rooms. These girls are so stupid that they don’t know anything of this world”…..On hearing that words she was mad …..she didn’t understood what happened….. Where was her love Sultan…… Why he left her……Till one month she was like dead mind and alive body …..In those days many came and took her. She was in the living room at Christmas when a piece of wood in the fireplace exploded and started the Christmas tree on fire ... a dream that happens too often. I’m sorry Ryan.” It was something that actually happened. I was 7 years old ... in the kitchen when it started. My mom yelled that the tree was on fire and she urged me to bring water which I did. Actually, the nightmare happened frequently until I was thirteen and had started masturbating ... when I started thinking sexually about my.