We’d get home from school…where we had total privacy for about an hour each day…get the porno out of our parent's bedrooms and look at the magaz...nes. Our hard cocks would come out and we’d stroke ourselves while lying side-by-side on the bed or sitting next to each other on the couch. We’d talk about what we’d like to do to this or that girl and at the same time, slowly build up our pace while watching each other jack off. It always reached a point where one of us would ask the other if they. . let's try when you're ready..."She grinned, still panting, and pulled up and off his cock. Her hips rolled forward slightly, and he again felt her wet labia slide past his swollen dick. He held himself still, his hand on his penis as she brought her body lower.He slid past her hole and between her butt cheeks, then had her raise slightly while he guided his cock to the right spot. Wet muscle slipped down over just the tip of his dick, and he knew she was in the right position. "Just sink down. I guess my expression and tone of voice indicated that it was serious.Setting his fork down, he said, “Okay, darling, tell me.”“Glen, I’m not sure how to do this.” I took a small sip of water, trying to compose myself as he stared at me. “Truthfully, I should probably have mentioned this several months ago, perhaps right back when we started serious dating. But things moved so fast, it just never seemed like the right time. Sorry, I believe that’s been a big mistake on my part.“I took another. He alternates between pleasure and pain but nothing is predictable....when I expect pain, I am rewarded with pleasure and when I expect delivery of pleasure, I experience the slicing and cutting bite of the whip or trauma of the paddle. He had my mind spinning, spinning, spinning into sub space........oh.....I arrive at the edge....then the bliss of subspace over takes me....sub space... where the pleasure and pain become one...one sensation....I crave the pain for the sheer pleasure of it and.