He lay on his back and stared up at her, into her."You're not so different from the other men who have come through here, John. You think you are, but...you are the same sort of scum we are all too familiar with here in the Sisterhood. There was a knock at the door. 'Come in," she called."Mark, good to see you again. I have to compliment you on your appetizer tonight. What don't you come join me here? Let John see how devoted you are to the Sisterhood. Let him see what a devoted servant is. With a specialty in obscure religious and other magical practices, he joked. Whats that all mean? She said. Youre about to find out. Drink this and keep it down. I dont have any more right now. He said. Sara, thought to herself, Wellll, in for a pound, I guess., and, pretty sure she knew what it was, chugged it down. Almost instantly, she noticed moderate nausea and soon a strange feeling of mental receptivity and clarity. As the nausea wore off, she also noticed a high state of sexual. —Costermonger's children.—A small girl, mother, andmangle.—A French letter fetched.—Young Callow's exploits.—Thecustomers' linen.—A hard-fleshed bum.—Invitation to anus.—A strangeletch.—One big with child.—Fucked for a sovereign, and pleasure.—ACreole.—My misery.—Reflexions.CHAPTER XIX.—My home life.—Heartbroken.—In the parlour.—Maid Mary'ssympathy.—Don't cry Master.—On the sofa.—Both in lust.—Impotent.CHAPTER XX.—The next day.—On the door-mat.—On the sofa.—On herbelly.—Eight hours fucking.—At. She's still in her uniform, not dressed to go out yet. Maybe she wants to tell me something. And now she's seeing ... Oh my God, what have I done?"How did you find that?" Reddick stammered, pointing at the folder open on the screen. "I keep it hidden. I..." It was open," Osterman said quickly. Best to tell the truth, she thought. Reddick knows I like this stuff. We never talk that much about sex, I edit a lot of what I say to her out of respect for her character, but she knows how I feel about.