"There's never going to be anyone to take the place of my big brother."She got up from the table."I've got to go. Thanks, Jill. I'll keep what you sai... in mind. And Jack? Thanks for accepting me and not embarrassing me."I felt kind of weird hearing that from my sister, but she was right. My first tendency when I overheard her conversation had been to tease her. Thank God I hadn't followed through on it. Mary left to do her thing and Jill came over to me and hugged as best she could while I sat. Do not look away from me. Do not be ashamed of what you are doing. Embrace it.” His words were stern, and powerful. “Yes sir.” I could feel myself liking that term for him. After all, it was as if he did have some kind of power over me, and I knew I secretly liked it, and wanted it. I liked when he was in control, like he was right now. “Good girl. You are learning.” He rewarded me with a light peck against the cheek. “Now, you have to stand still. Do you promise to do that for me?” I nodded my. .. But that was being a bit churlish.I had been to enough of these industry events to know that they were a necessary evil; same as album release parties. It was all about stroking the egos of people who thought they were the most important people in the industry. Of course, even when we couldn’t get commercial airplay for our “Songs of Injustice” album, we still sold plenty of copies, but FARB – the Federation of Australian Radio Broadcasters, who represented the commercial broadcasting sector. The joy of sex was so much visible that I doubt if such pleasure was available in heaven also. The free for all sex was such that I had seen at that tender age my grandpa getting between the thighs of mom in the grain storage room, and she used to willingly spread herself and welcome his ageing but tough manhood. I have seen my dad aged around 35 years and his younger brother pinning down my grandma in the cow shed and spill the seed inside her and she used to lock her legs around the buttocks.