A fire in the fireplace, a good bottle of brandy… tidbits and finger foods on a tray nearby along with a cozy nest of throw pillows on the floor giv...ng us a winter cabin’s paradise in the middle of your living room. We’re dancing… bodies held close… swaying slowly to the sound of the music the rain plays for only the two of us hear. You dip your head to smell my hair, held off my neck with one clip… your lips locating the cord of my neck just below my ear… wolf-like smelling the blood that. He was trained on the ball and when Lucas looked up for a split second to acknowledge his buddy, Matt tapped the ball away, pivoted and ran back down the court. He wound his arm around easily into a perfect layup and gave Mikey Donovan a high-five on his way off the court. I watched in admiration as Matt pulled off his shirt and wiped his face. He laced his t-shirt in his belt loop and encouraged his team with a couple of claps. He was about 6 feet tall and rangy. I knew he had inky black eyes. The look on Mike’s face was priceless.Mike was completely speechless. He was looking at Brian for some sense of direction. Brian rescued him.“It’s okay, dude.” He reassured Mike. “The last time we did this was with my pregnant personal care attendant shortly after I got hurt.”“Seriously?” He was somewhat startled.“There’s always been an attraction between us.” She started to explain. “After he came home we ended up getting closer. I had thought about it before and so had he. When I heard the. There is also the desire to let myself go and enjoy the pleasure that another man would surely bring, but also the fear of going through with the act, and the possible ramifications of such a thing. What if I get pregnant by someone of another race? What if he has a sexually transmitted disease? How would I ever live with the shame??!!Ahmed’s career had been taking off, and he was making more money, and we moved from our apartment to a new home in the suburbs, and we were surrounded by white.