To be more accurate, I wouldn't know what I'd decided until after Joyce and I got together. That we would get together was something I felt confident ...bout. What I didn't feel confident about was how I'd act when we did."Did you think about where you'll stay?" I'll stay at the house again. No sense shifting all the children around for a short visit like this." What about the other thing we discussed? Did you decide about that?" Not yet. I'm still negotiating about that." I told you we both. When the owner asked me if I wanted to make some extra money giving massages. That's when I found out it was a health club for women. I agreed and the next Monday showed up at noon for my first appt. I was told to dress in sweat pants and t shirt, my first appointment was a women around 40 years old, she was in the room when I walked in and she had taken her clothes off and was laying on her stomach with a towel covering her butt. I started with her arms moved to her back and shoulders when I. Barbara came over with drinks for me and Mike as she handed them to us she leaned over and I could see down her dress revealing that she was not wearing underwear at all, it was quite a sight as she was the first woman outside of Joan I had seen virtually naked for years and it excited me a little.“Not bad huh?” Mike asked assuring me it was ok to answer honestly and I told him that yes Barbara was nice. He called her back and asked if she knew that we were not swingers to which she just smiled. Staring at her as she slept; Taylor thought back to how she looked in that gray, smoky concrete hallway, two days ago.When he’d returned to her, Whitaker was in bad shape. Her skin had gone ghost white, and she was sweating profusely, lying in a pool of her own blood. She had only briefly opened her eyes when he’d gotten to her, and started basic first aid while they waited for the paramedics.She was clearly in shock and strangely smiled up at him, although her smile quickly morphed into a mask.