It took me long enough to make sense of this side of myself, it would be totally alien to someone not exposed to this world in the slightest (which we...can assume most are!). I got much deeper into my sissy side. I fantasised so much more about being a sissy, and especially being humiliated for being a sissy. My online chats became alot more filthy, and I think most guys couldn't keep up with how much of a sissy I was! I also got a lot more turned on by not being able to touch myself, and using. Doctor’s and Nurse’s came in and out throughout the day doing various tests and checking various monitors and machines. It was beginning to get dark when we had to leave the ICU. Dad drove me home and he and Mum stayed the night. I was back at the hospital first thing the next morning. A different Doctor met with us and updated me on Rachel’s situation while my Mum held my hand.‘Rachel remained stable through the night, though she is still in a critical condition. She’s still on the ventilator. If you are saving yourself for some girl, have the decency to let either her or me know, so I can make other arrangements." You?" he squeaked, I grinned at this and thought I should step in a little."Yes tiger, make sure I get my share." He went a little red, and I took pity on him, and held his hand. "All I am saying is you don't have to, but any time you want me I'm available, but don't offer if you don't really want to, mum can make arrangements for me elsewhere if she knows in time."So far. Shortly, I would come to understand just how flexible that nasty looking foreskin was. All in all, it was a work of art, a glorious stiff penis ready to feed a cocksucker and fulfill its sex drive as well as that of the cocksucker. It was a cock that truly deserved to be worshipped, as if it were a God.I moved closer and wrapped my hands around his shaft, fingering the tool and feeling the blood pulsing through the large black shaft. I continued to gaze with lust on the member in my hands and.