No matter where I was I missed her, and hated her. I was torn up inside. Angry, hurt, and lonely.I had asked myself many times over why, why had she d...ne what she had done? Why throw it all away? Why the other men? I had lots of questions. No answers. The females at the office soon learned that while I seemed to be available I wasn't. They quit being quite so 'friendly' after a couple of months.The guys would try to get me to go out with them, but since their fun was bars and women, I declined.. An old fashioned cook out was in the process. Burgers, dogs, sweet corn, and just about every summer food were being cooked. Several baskets of steamed crabs suddenly appeared. Several coolers of drinks and several coolers with brands of beer were on hand. You cannot have steamed crabs without beer.Most of the office employees and some of their families were there. Jenna and her gang, the remainder of the North six and their parents and some of the task force people had made it over. Jenny had. I explained that Violet and I had broken up. I even mentioned the boyfriend she was waiting for. Howie asked if I minded him dating her and was off like a rocket when I gave him my blessing. That night I was treated to the sounds of Howie screwing Violet in the room next to mine. I was amazed at how much I could hear. I must have driven Howie crazy for the last month and now it was my turn to suffer. Sex is like a drug in the way it stimulates the pleasure center of the brain. My complete. "Come with me." He took me down into the bowels of the theatre and led me to the Wardrobe. He quickly explained to the wardrobe mistress what was required and she eyed me professionally. Two minutes later she returned with a Dinner Jacket, trousers, cummerbund, black bow tie, and a dress shirt."Essayer ceux-ci." I looked blankly at Gerard."See if they fit." He said. I looked around for a changing room. I couldn't see one, and the wardrobe mistress was getting impatient."Venir le long de,.