Off course my wife's pregnancy means no sex for me for some months. But, I am not the one who will go scouting for sex elsewhere. Whenever I get horny... I often jerk myself up and satisfy myself. That gives me a little more time to fantasize and get a hard on before masturbating.One night last month, I was watching Sixers vs. Lakers Basketball Finals game on my big screen TV in our recreation room in the basement and was drinking beer. As is my habit, I was also working on my laptop. I had biked. It was only a line drawing, but it turned me on no end, and I always used that cubicle to lust after her even if it was just to sit down, dream and pee.Gemma had all the assets all right but what made her so platitudinous was her beguiling personality. She was just so kind and generous and treated all as equals. I would sit on the toilet looking at the artist's impression of her and feel unbelievably aroused and guilty at the same time. I had nothing but contempt for the cowardly scrawled. Laura cautiously stepped inside. The room was lit by several candles, two in holders on the wall, others scattered around the room. U2's "With or Without You" filled the air. It was a modest apartment. The couch and T.V. were the obvious main features of the room. The "L" shaped room opened up to a dining area, with a large glass topped table under a very ornate chandelier. It was then that she noticed no one was there to greet her, "Hello?" I'm here," the voice came from down the hall, too. It is also an industry standard that the owners (like Daddy) are aware of it and consider it a bonus that they give to the Coordinators without the need to reach into their own pockets.All of which explains why I go ashore, purse in hand, at every port. We have ten or twelve stores on each of our 'favorites' list, advertised in the brochures we leave under stateroom doors as we approach each port. I get to meet old friends in these stores, sometimes meet new ones. My purse grows heavier as I.