I explained the situation to Paul, acknowledging that it was at rather short notice."It's going to be difficult, Ben. Giles will be on his honeymoon."...I put my hand to my forehead. I'd forgotten that. And he was the only one who could deputise for me. "Really, Ben, I ought not to let you go at such short notice, but because you gave up your holiday earlier I will agree to it on one condition. If I cannot get a stand-in, you have to agree to return, and if that is the case, we'll pick up all. Chudai me apne sathi ko aakhiri manzil par le jaana bahut jaroori hai. Meri samajh se isme jyada jimmedari mard ki hai ki wo apni sathi ko jhadne tak le jaaye. Par ye dekha gaya hai ki mard to aurat ko chod kar apne laude se paani nikaal kar satisfy ho jaata hai par kai auraten mard ke chodne aur uske lund ke paani nikalne tak jhad nahi paati aur pyasi hi rah jaati hai. Aap shayad meri baat se sahmat honge. Main sab ki baat nahi kar rahi, par jyadatar aisa hi hota hai ye mujhe pata hai. Chudai. I open my eyes and look at the water and bubbles, just above thewaterline. My hair floats just underneath the bubbles, changingtheir color to a blood red. I rinse off and dress myself inplain black clothes. Now it's time to wake John.3 AM"All right, already! I'm awake."I'm used to it. Hell, after sex when I used to be a man, I justwanted to sleep. John's eyes wearily shut again, and I have toshake him. Time for him to bring me home.3:30 AMI climb up the ladder. I'm sure John is getting. I didn't know what the rent was. I didn't know what the groceries cost or how we were going through a great deal more of them."Jane I have to ask some serious questions now. Think about each one and answer as truthfully as possible. If you need to explain a point then feel free." I will do my best Jeff," she said with a worried look on a tear filled face."Do you enjoy having sex with these men?"Her mouth opened then closed as she thought more. "I like the sex Jeff. When your dad died I almost.