"Mark took immediate offence. He stepped back, "I'm not a k**. You can't be that much older than I am." I'm 31," Joe admitted, "but I think we both kn...w that age is not the real issue here."Mark lost his belligerence, "Five years, and, yeah, I know. Goodnight Joe." He walked down the hall and disappeared into the guest room.Joe retreated, his thoughts an equal mixture of regret and anger. Regret for what couldn't be and anger for not being able to remember what was.* * *The next day was. She wanted a company and more over after pregnancy woman has mood swings and all that. So I have her a good company. A week passed by and we became so close that one day we were playing the card on her bed because the baby was not well and it was 9 pm and we already had dinner and we had to watch him sleep. While playing card games baby woke up crying. Anandita quickly took him and made him lie down on her lap. Pulled her breast out of her nighty and put it in babies mouth. I was shocked and. Doogie was also my ears to the marketplace. He was responsible for marketing support. That is, making sure that problems or opportunities that arose in the field were promptly addressed and action taken. It was a "make work" job in its origin: a place to put an underachieving sales manager. Doogie changed all that and made it something very valuable. He was a conduit to management and the other departments and he was very good at his job.He would give you the impression he was a carefree. He and I reloaded, but we could see that the women were not thinking about anything but the children. Jeff and I looked around to make sure that there were no other Indians around to sneak up on us, and there was nothing but 23 horses worth taking from the camp.We decided to move away from this spot and set up our own camp. We were too far from any hotel to spend the night in a bed, so we would just have to use our bedrolls. Jeff and I gathered up the horses and led them to where our own horses.