You do look the worse for wear."I insisted I'd be OK and she left. I dried off and looked around, but Grandma hadn't left me any clothes. I grabbed th... biggest towel I could find and wrapped it around my waist.Vivian was sitting next to my bed. The light coming in from the window made a halo around the soft brown hair that looked like a cloud around her face. Lots of clouds today, I laughed to myself."What's so funny?" Oh, nothing," I said. I started to go to my dresser but thought better of. As my wife stepped out onto the deck she handed me my cup and then with her other hand, she handed me a secure digital card. She pulled up a chair next to mine on the deck and said bring up that online porn account of yours and upload these pictures. She told me to block all the faces and to show her what I had done before doing anything. Then she turned and went back inside the house.I trembled as I popped the card into the computer. I hadn’t seen any of what went on yesterday other than the. My sheets are pink. My pen is pink. Mysocks are pink. Come on. You keep telling me that I'm not a girl. Whatmore can I do to tell you a person's gender is not whether a penis issticking out of a person's body. Isn't it whether I can pick a prettyundie to coordinate with my skirt? Isn't it whether I powder my body witha floral or baby powder that smells nice? It can't be whether some guy iswaiting with a massive penis just dying to put that monster into my innercavities. Today I had the. A natural body in Los Angeles was rare but one in the porn industry was almost unheard of. She accepted a job making a video, landed with an agency and her life went downhill even faster.Veronica experienced firsthand every horror story about the industry. She picked up an STD (curable, thank God) in the first month in the business. She got involved in the party scene and lost herself in a world of alcohol, drugs and random sex. She even traded a 'porn star' blowjob to a greasy kid to score.