Understandably, this event did not improve the already tense relationship with my father.The next day I got up early. I tried to avoid my father. I wa... still at the beginning of my training in the car service station. I had to crawl under a car for the first time and look for the cause of a defect. When I write these lines, you become really aware of the development in the last 34 years. Today all you have to do is plug a diagnostic device into the car and within minutes all errors and problems. "Captain Janeway paused for several seconds as she recalledthose now-forgotten days. "He scheduled an one hour sessionin a private padded room. I showed up dressed in thestandard schoolgirl two-piece leotard. When he saw me, hebegan smiling as if he was thinking of somethingmischievous. He threw a couple of comments at me, whichwere crude suggestions. I don't remember the exact commentsbut I included them in my report at the time." Yes, we've read that report. Continue." I thought it was mighty. He tried to analyse his feelings. He did not like Trevor, but then that was not surprising. He knew he did not have to like him, merely care for him as another human being. He felt uncomfortable having the man under his roof. Trevor's arrival had brought back all his feelings for Susan and Sonia: that dead, depressed loneliness and sense of betrayal he thought he had left behind for ever. There was also the knowledge which now forced him to face the fact that Trevor was not only still alive but. Now, though, the attraction I felt rushing through me went far beyond a childish crush. He was unbelievably sexy. Thick, dark brown hair, warm brown eyes that seemed to glitter when he smiled, broad shoulders and a clearly well-defined body that even a suit couldn’t disguise. He was all man – one hundred percent sexy, hunky man. I shook my head slightly, my thoughts so pronounced I was afraid for a moment that I’d spoken the words out loud. I tried in vain to remember how old he was, I knew he.