We just sort of flowed together then. Hands and mouths moved effortlessly without any boundaries. I honestly don't know how long it lasted. I guess I ...as lost in the moment. Gently, John manoeuvred Paula and I into a '69' position. When his cock loomed over my face, as he stepped up behind Paula, I arched my back and strained to lick the tip of his cock. He shivered as my tongue flicked against his cock. I freed up one hand and circled the base of his cock with my thumb and forefinger,. Joe had rolled over while we talked. As Sally licked, Joe started to snore. He had fallen asleep.After a few minutes, I signalled to Ronnie to move into the guest bedroom. Ronnie took Sally’s head in her hands and physically pulled her up along the bed and the girls started kissing. I could see Ronnie watching me as they kissed. I pointed towards the door. She blinked a couple of times to indicate that she understood. I moved into the guest bedroom. I pulled the sheets and blankets down and. I had to be in love. Would you believe that?"I couldn't come to grips with what I was hearing. This woman was describing her life as calmly as if she were a school teacher telling about her students."The last abortion did me in. No children for me ever. That's what the doctor told me. I decided I had something to sell, but I was damned if I was going to sell it for twenty bucks a pop. I headed for Hollywood. I worked in a hash house and kept my eyes open. I watched the stars, how they dressed,. . what I mean is, as a girl, I look... good? Youeven said so yourself! And you certainly know that was the first time Iever dressed up like a girl!" Lets not worry about the why," she said, "lets just make sure that youcan pass a close inspection, okay?"With that, my fate was sealed, and I alone had sealed it. Mom helpedguide me to the conclusion, but the rest was on me. Only I had no clueabout what could happen, not at the time. I knew that I wasn't Gay, andI certainly wasn't eager to try.