She fills me in on what’s going on…wow now that’s being busy…So I give her a long awaited hug then a kiss make her a drink we ...it down and talk more… work is going great for her more stories more on air time and her family are all well she’s been feeling exhausted well go and lay down …I’ve always kept for her a pair of her favorite pair of sweats she changed into them back on my couch.She lays back and says Mike my feet hurt for a foot. But I didn't have Marc's cock in my ass yet. I also was a little bit afraid of it to be honest, I tought it would be painful... so I never really dared to ask him to fuck me.Untill one day we were in his bed again, enjoying eachothers cocks... He was sucking mine and he went down to my balls, sucking them, licking them. I was enjoying it a lot and his tongue slid more and more towards my anus, mmm I always loved it when he licked my asshole but this time he seemed really focussed on it, more. They seemed to get all the details of their trip worked out and started to carry the leftovers into the house. I helped Jim clean up the grill and wait for the girls to come back out. I finshed my beer and told Jim I had to use the bathroom. There was a half bath righ off the mud room. The girls were not in the kitchen just beyond the mud room. I opened the bathroom door and Lois was setting on the toilet. Oh sorry, didnt know you were in here. I said as I started to back out of the room. Thats. Slowly, I began to realize that Iwasn't doing anything I wouldn't have enjoyed doing before. Thedifference was that I had always surprised these things in thepast because they didn't fit in with what I thought was normalfor a boy. Now that I was out here in the country, separated frommy friends and all the things that I associated with being a boy,I didn't feel the need to bury them any more. I also felt so muchmore free to explore new things that I would never have thoughtto be tough enough.