“I put a little more into it this morning, too.” I had to laugh. “You are a slut! No wonder Andrew loves you. Andrew, this situation will take s...me getting used to by all of us. But don’t worry about jealousy, please. I could never share you with another woman. But Donnie isn’t just another woman. And she feels the same way.” She took the cue. “Tomorrow night I’ll be flying back to Indianapolis. I know that Dee Dee will be with you. I’m glad she will. We’re both so glad you came into our lives.. So I had met and had sex with someone last night! Will I never learn? My mother was right - I would amount to nothing.Alcohol was not the best crutch but it did allow me to forget for a short while and to let go and just have fun. Unfortunately that meant I sometimes woke up with a gorilla beside me. Was that so much worse than waking up to the same man you thought you loved for nearly fifteen years, only to have him tell you that he does not love or lust after you any longer? It was a toss-up. I smile knowing that I have all that I could ever want in him. His passion, his love, his fire. And as he leaves his last kiss he says ‘ soon my love we will be together in heaven forever then we can have that passion unendingly.’ ‘ I so long for it to be so my love.’ is all that I can say. And then he is gone into the night again and I am left once again alone. The weeks pass quickly and soon it is the night before Christmas. The king of kings summons all of us before him and begins to. I don’t even want the money back from you.’ I was hearing big alarms now. ‘What do you want Marco?’ He looked at me very directly, right into my eyes. ‘I need some help with my business, the one I have on the side.’ Now I knew this was trouble. Marco had a little e****t service thing going. It was small, he only had 3 or 4 girls at a time, but I knew he made a lot of money from it. I knew about it when we were together, but I didn’t get involved. ‘Are you in some trouble? What do you need me.