An hour later after I had come out of the shower and stood alone in my room did I realize what I had done and whom I had done it too. I was horrified ...hat I should be discovered, disappointed that I could not share my good fortune with my friends. I could imagine the ridicule and shame if any of my friends found out I had sex with the ‘old bitch’ next door! Yet it felt so damn good - I can remember everything from the sounds to the smell to the new feeling of being inside a woman and that was. .. It is why I write!!My niece just got a job not too far from where I live and since I am going to be her only family within 500 miles, I figured the least I could do was offer to have her stay with me while she found a place to stay and got settled in to life in Texas.I had seen pictures of her with the rest of the family on the Christmas postcards, but I was not ready for the 21 year old woman who showed up on my doorstep in loose fitting boxer shorts and a halter type crop top that barely. Ghar par…Mummy-varun beta kaha ho.Me-aaya mummy.Mummy -beta suno aaj raat ka tiffin dene tum jao hospital me aur papa se bhi milkar aana unhe acha lagega me bahot thak gayi hu.Me-ok mummy jaunga me 8 baje abhi mujhe thodi study complete karni he me jaa raha hu apne room me.Uncle-acha beta man lagakar padhna. Ok varsha ji me bhi chalta hu ab kal aata hu.Mummy-ji accha ghar par pohochne par phone kar dijiye.Itna bolkar mummy kitchen me chali gayi aur me apne room me. Mummy ko laga uncle chale. ‘When you think GOD, what do you see?’ the voice posits a question. ‘Did you see a word? An image? What’s the connotation? Was that your independent thought? How can you tell?’ ‘I don’t know how to answer that,’ replies the confused professional. ‘The torches of freedom were introduced because corporations needed more profits,’ the voice continues. ‘ Think about it as an experience. Look at prisons. The appendage or lack thereof does not constitute your gender identity.’ ‘I see what you mean,’.