The glen filled withpulsing light. It was amazingly beautiful. So much so that I wept in mydeath. Never had I felt anything so wonderful and peaceful....I was freerthan any time in my life. There was a flash as bright as the sun and ashock wave emanated outward from me. I closed my eyes against the lightas I felt myself gently being placed upon the ground.I don't know how long I laid there. Perhaps I was now in Valhalla, myafterlife. I felt warm. There was no pain. I breathed deeply and feltthe. The next day at work Gina said to Sally, "Ryan wants to see you before Friday and he wants to taste your cunt." Shit, that hunk can taste my cunt anytime, when shall I be there?" asked an excited Sally."Make it Wednesday, make lover boy wait a while," smiled Gina."Yeah, but that makes me wait as well doesn't it?" said Sally."So you will be gagging for it," replied Gina, safe in the knowledge that she would be getting fucked by Ryan this coming night."Too fucking true I will be gagging for it,". It was milder than even going to a strip club."Jean glared at him and then saw me approaching. She turned on me and I could see by her eyes that she was drunk as well as angry. "What the hell, Dennis? Are you running a whore house?" Whoa! Whoa! There was no sex, it was purely a poker game with a woman who ended up after the last hand naked. Then everyone went home." I wasn't going to even talk about the lap dance or everyone jacking off over her tits. "Yeah? Well, fuck you!" She spun back. They told me he probably couldn't get it up without panties and that I should offer him a pair of my panties to wear. I put it to the test. Next time we came home after a date I told him I felt hot and sweaty and needed a shower. I came our naked, still damp from the shower and I was all over him. I kissed him and told him I wanted him so badly. Really turned it on.No erection. Worse than that, Derek was deeply distressed, making ridiculous, unconvincing excuses. I became upset too. Very upset..