I didn't know what was going on. I was feelingdisoriented. Carrie led me out of the crowd and to a door at the backend of the club. She pulled me thro...gh and, when the door slammed,the sound of rock n' roll guitar immediately deadened. I could onlyhear the drum beat still pounding. Carrie laughed uproariously as sheforcefully pulled me to her and kissed me deeply. I was unable toresist her and so I kissed her back."God!" she exclaimed. "I've been wanting to do that all night LeeAnne!"I smiled. A paradox. I am not human. Not troll. I am neither. A beautiful shell filled with an unstructured mash of desires and compassion. It slowly drains my life away. Rendering me unable to seek remedy. ----- After the fatal audience with the king, I fell into deep despair. I would not leave my home for days. When the pain became unbearable, I traveled through little used corridors to find my way outside. Numerous nights were spent hunting for innocent pray, but not even the most powerful of orgasms. ..so ME! I laughed as my father knocked on my door again shouting about time. “Come in, I’m almost ready. Just gotta grab my bag and put my bracelet and earrings on,” I shouted as I finished dabbing perfume in specific places, behind the ears, neck, collar bone, cleavage, crease of the arms, wrists and behind my knees. “DAMN!” he shouted. “Is that good or bad?” I looked up at him, well down with these heels on. He stood staring at me with his mouth open. “Well…?” I started to get. After several long seconds he eased one hand down to squeeze her bottom and pulled away slowly. Sitting down on the edge of the bed he pulled her down to him. "Sit on my lap, and wrap your legs around me." He instructed, waiting while she did what she was told. Lifting her chin he kissed her again, savoring the taste of those sweet young lips. She wrapped her arms around him again and dedicated herself to the task at hand.A minute later he guided her down onto the bed beside him, pulling.