Hoping for lots of responses! A Rock and a Hard Place 2Thanks to the lie that I told Abby, I was ...ree to talk to Robyn as much as I wanted. Unfortunately, seeds of jealousy began to sprout from both sides of the fence. Eventually Abby tried to force me to make a choice between the two. I refused and 30 minutes of screaming later we were broken up.I walked home that day and reflected on life and how important Abby really was to me. I had. It’s like she does not know what she wants to say or do at this moment, but then she winks at me and smiles, just like that! “Oh!” it’s the only thing I can think in answer to her smile and wink. I don’t know what I expected but am starting to think that I do not know my friend that well. “So…” she says lifting her eyebrows slightly, “when are you gonna let me know if I lived up to your expectations?” “My…?..What do you mean?..Does that…” I completely do not know what to think or say. But all. She was an open minded girl and slowly I started flirting with her. She too gave me a positive response when I flirted with her. Suddenly, I started noticing some changes in her. She used to wear dresses which were deep neck and whenever she got an opportunity she would bend in front of me or sit in such a way that I can see her cleavage vividly. Gradually we started talking over the phone regularly.My group had to give a presentation on one of the topics. Just an evening prior to giving the. I would, on occasion go away for weekends as Donna, my femaleself (From my heroine, Donna Reed). There I would rent a motel room,change to Donna and live as a girl for the weekend. I would go out todinner, alone; maybe take in a show, and just loosen up and be a woman.I was not interested in men. The worst thing I had to put up with onthese weekends was that almost every time I went away some guy tried topick me up. I started crying, I had just lost everything, everything. Hilda told methat I.