I found myself wanting the guy who had first put money in my bra to take me, fuck me, and tell me what to do. I later learned that this is how submiss...ves feel. I discovered that I actually was a submissive, and didn’t know it until finding myself naked in front of a room full of strange and rowdy men brought it to life within me.**I did three lap dances that night – on my first night! I’ve done dozens since then, but I remember the second one for a very special reason.I came while sitting on. My favorite clips on YouPorn are the ones with cumshot closeups, preferably in slow motion, where you can see it all happen. Where you see a guy’s shaft and balls pulsate as they push the semen through. It always gets me hard thinking about what it’s like on the receiving end of that.Well, all of that changed last night. My current girlfriend, Marie, and I were hanging out in the backyard. There’s not a lot else to do lately, and we had a nice bottle of wine we were dying to try. Anyway, my ex,. It was only six months after your divorce that we hooked up. You divorced him for cheating on you while you were cheating on him?”“I know it sounds weird, but that’s not the way it was. In the first place I haven’t been seeing Jim for two years. It has only been about fourteen months. When I found out Mike was cheating on me I decided to get my revenge by giving away what he thought was his to someone else. That someone was Jim and while I didn’t intend for it to happen we fell in love and. We’ve got a little time. Then, ask everyone to start looking out the windows—what we’re looking for is a nice paved runway ... but I don’t think we’re going to find any. So, failing that, look for a lake ... somewhere with reasonably still water that I can put this bird down on, okay, honey?”She didn’t answer immediately. I belatedly realized I’d phrased that a little affectionately. I guessed she hadn’t really cared for me doing that. Crap! I’d probably overstepped a boundary.“OKAY... , “ she.