Her looks egged me on and I rewarded her diligence from time to time.I spent countless hours downloading porn at the computer, while Katie and her mot...er sat on the couch watching television. I pretended to watch too and contributed the occasional comment to their ongoing babble, but my words were meant to make them look my way. What they saw at times was my phallus at full erection, pressed long and hard and tight against my stomach, concealed only by the thin fabric of my shorts. On one or. " I knew he wouldn't like the ideabut I enjoyed digging into him every now and then."Ew gross. She probably has some disease or something," he spat indisgust."I doubt it. She's only had a few boyfriends and her last one, Tommy, saidshe wouldn't put out at all." I'd kept up with her social life as much asI could. It wasn't difficult amidst all the gossips in high school.Everyone seemed to want to know the latest with everyone else, thinking itwould give them power or prestige or something."So. Shit!I teetered my way to my computer and opened the Zoom meeting invitationlink, hurriedly clicking through all the confirmation prompts. A cheerfulchime confirmed that I had joined the meeting's audio, even though mybrowser was still loading the video component, which was either going tobe the solemn face of my boss or one of the PowerPoint presentations heoccasionally put together for these meetings. Employees like me werealways audio-only as we didn't present or talk, even though attendance. After yet another load up my backside, and one more on my sheets, we departed for his home. As we drove Lex became very pensive. “I wish I wasn’t such a loser,” he said.“What do you mean?” I asked perplexed.“Because, then I would be lucky enough to share my life with someone like you,” he stated. I didn’t answer, but I could have sworn that he smeared a tear away from his eye.Two days later, I paid the price for my night of joy. There is an old joke, that when your freckles start to crawl then.