She told me that her father had died an early and unexpected death in her Junior yearand it was very hard for her to come to grips with her loss. She ...aid she still can't believe he's gone and is still grievingfor him and that's why she chooses to numb herself out. It was too much for her to endure the pain of loss all the time.Dope took the edge off.I started the pickup truck and drove to the Portofino Inn, walked in proudly and confidently with Lisa on my arm, and charmed the clerks with my. "Samir glanced at Seremides as I said that, and added "do you requireanything else, Seremides?"He took up the goblet again and sipped the fresh ka-la-na within. "No,that will be fine Felice. Return to your place now." He seemed to beenjoying just how well I was responding to being commanded. And stillhis hand did not leave the handle of the whip.I hurried quickly back to the low table and knelt there, once I waspermitted to do so, feeling very small. I did not touch the small glassof ka-la-na. The only real excitement of the day came after I got home and Casey came over for more fun and games. I was really enjoying these b-ball sessions with Casey. It was really bringing us closer every day. When he came over Wednesday, I was waiting for him on the porch, but he surprised me, he had a football with him today. I just smiled. ‘So a little pigskin action today?’ ‘Well, with the tryouts next week I thought you might want some practice.’ Casey smiled. ‘Cool.’ So we went out to the park. After some more chatting and a lot more flirting the bar was closing and he asked me what my plans was for the night I told him probably just go home roll over and sleep alone he asked me if I wanted to go back to his house and have a few more drinks and of course that was what was on my mind the whole time, so I said yes we went back to his house. it was a typical family looking plain boring home and as soon as I noticed their wedding pictures on the wall I got instantly wet we sat on the.