The dawn brings the reality streaming in, the traffic starting to drone into one morning herd. "I did it because I wanted to see why we were together ...nd if I was just a symbol to you, that’s why it happened like that." In my own mind it is slightly less clear, though this seems like it actually might be true. "You mean you did bad sex on purpose?" "Yes, but if it's any consolation I didn’t enjoy it to the extent that it appeared, in fact it was just as bad for me, plus the fact that men have. About half an hour later Trina came quietly in and sat beside where I was working. She looked rather wide-eyed and her breasts looked flushed, her hands were clenched over her groin which had me worried and she was trembling. I dropped beside her"what happened sweetheart?" Th ... the g ... girls think I ... I ... h ... had an org ... gasm" SAY WHAT,"We had had the obligatory talks about sex and she was comfortable talking with me about periods, pads, etc but this was rather unexpected."I went. Onlythen did the leader pull back his hood and reveal his face. He was a fewyears older than me with a thin face and a pair of glasses."My name is Peter Edwards," the leader stated. "I am a senior and thecurrent leader of the Circle." He slowly looked over all of us. "Thattest may have seemed arbitrary, but trust me... it was anything but." Sorry," someone in our group said, "but it sure looked random to me. Imean, picking green rocks..."The leader... Peter smiled faintly. "Actually. Susan gave me one lakh rupee on the same evening. She came in my room at about 7’clock. I was still in the bed. I was totally exhausted and I could not even rise up in the bed. She asked about my health and enquired if I need any medical attention. I replied in negative. She kept the amount on my bed and left. The boys must have given her two lakh rupees to fuck me. She sends my dinner with Chirutha in my room. Now I could understand the meaning of her smile which she showed in our first.