I just….didn’t think. I wanted to be smooth and seductive, and then I thought silly and fun.’‘Do I look like I’m having fun?’ he asks, but...the smile is back. He finishes his glass of wine. ‘Come on, sit down. You don’t have to stand there. I won’t die. I might wish to, but I won’t.’‘It’s not that.’ I say in a small voice.‘Then what is it?’ he says with some concern.‘I’m afraid you’ll strangle me if you get your hands on me.’He laughs out loud at that, and the motion of the laughter causes him. I was scared that if i said something to him about how i felt he might say we should stop. i loved him and didn’t want to risk that. He made me feel special. i made him feel good, especially when he was intensely stressed, and i liked that i could doing that for him. Making him feel good made me feel good too.We met for the game that Friday, we were sitting around, the guys were playing cards, and we were smoking and drinking as usual. During the game Jack mentioned he was having a problem with. “When you return, we can be together when we aren’t working, and that will give us more time to get to know each other.”“Are you thinking of us getting married now?”“No. We need to know each other a lot better before we marry. We can just live together until then.”“I like that idea. I wonder what Elsa will think?”“Where do you think I got the idea?”“When are you planning to move in?“I’ll move the things I need and enough clothes to get by when you move in; I’ll move the rest of my things after. Anyone around the tent had to have heard the loud wet slapping of bodies fucking, but no one bothered us as I worked hard to dump another load of cum inside her. A few more wet wipes and we were as cleaned up as we could get.My luck is about to bite me in the ass any time now.Right on queue a SP walked in looking for me. The woman dismissed the SP by telling him that I would be out in a few minutes. She was just finishing getting me and the two girls in my section some sandwiches to take back.