“It's almost sunset,” I remarked seeing the western sky from this vantage point. “What was that tale you were going to tell me?”“Okay, but ...ou want to sit up and face the cliff.” I did. “Now the legend is told of an Indian Princess, who wished to please the Great Spirit. She was the most beautiful of all the maidens, a virgin. She wished that the great Spirit would be her first. She was told by the medicine man in order for that to happen, she needed to hike up to this lookout-point on a. I started to fish into my billfold, but Rachel passed by me, proffering a wink and nodding her head back and forth.The hostess on the stage was now completely naked, and several guys stepped forward to get an up-close, personal dance, tossing five and ten-dollar bills on to the stage. Another one of the party hostesses joined the first stripper on the stage, and within seconds, she too was completely naked, as more dollar bills rained down on the duo of naked lovelies. Someone placed a throw. ..slowly take your pants off and give them to my friend next to you."He looked at her in amazed protest, his eyes pleading feverishly with her not to make him to that. She stared at him coldly and whispered again...."I won't ask you a second time....take your fucking pants off, now!"He was quite upset, and was really beginning to become uncomfortable, but he slowly moved down and unbuckled his belt, and unzipped his pants. Then he slowly pulled them downward, and over his knees, and pulled. Get?tet!Wie kann das sein?Wie kann ich mit dieser Schuld weiter leben?Verzweiflung steigt in mir auf.Wie kann das sein? Ich weiss, dass ich in meinem bisherigen Leben jegliche Art von Gewalt verabscheute. Lieber steckte ich die Pr?gel ein, ohne mich zu wehren. Wenn ich zur?ck schlage, k?nnte ich ja meinem Angreifer Schmerzen zuf?gen! Nur bei meiner pl?tzlichen Gefangennahme habe ich mich instinktiv gewehrt. Und jetzt Das!Ich habe get?tet!............I C H H A B E G E T ? T E.