To all of the guys, I'm just a girl to ask out or try to sleep with. And even though you made me look like them, I don't fit in with the girls. I don'... feel right with them. I don't belong there.I really liked... maybe even loved Julie. I'd planned on asking her out... on dating her. I'd even dreamed about asking her to marry me one day. About having a family of my own with her... But this can't happen now.Next year, I was going to try out for the school football team. I wanted to play so bad. " So why didn't you go with him?" I wasn't ready. I was scared." They heard Peter suddenly cry out and Kenny grunting loudly. Then there was silence. Tim thought it was really inconsiderate of them to do that in the flat. Leslie and Tim had got the apartment together when they enrolled in the College. When either Keith or Peter came over Leslie and Tim were always pleased to see them because they were fun but they usually brought their latest stud and the sexual antics were embarrassing.Peter. She was miffed. I quickly showered and changed clothes. Ally was still miffed. No “Hello,” no “How was your day?” not even a “What time are you coming home?”“Should I get a hotel room for the night?” I asked.“Maybe you should,” Ally angrily replied. I hated it when she got this mad. I really did.“Maybe I will,” I told her. Her anger at me was way misplaced. I left the house without saying another word.I called Bailey to ask what was going on.“Are you picking me up?” she asked.“Yes,” I replied,. I mean I love you too," I answer as she walks back toward the bed."Is everything okay? We haven't talked much since the trial started." She grabs my hands as she says the words.For a second I want to tell her. Tell her that today's the day. Then almost immediately know that I can't. That if I did tell her we'd be talking all morning and then she'd miss her trial and I'd not lose my virginity."Everything's good," I say instead."When this is over you and I are going to get some girl time in," she.