I want people to look at me and just stop still inadmiration."I hated my body. I was always the skinny guy. The one that was eightypounds soaking wet ...nd had muscles like rotten string. I triedeverything. Exercising until my hands literally couldn't grip the bars ofthe workout equipment, protein shakes almost everything that people havedreamed up to re-sculpt their physique and here I was ten years afterhigh school and the only reason that I weighed the one thirty-five that Idid was puberty's. “My name is Sam.” He reached out a hand. “Meg.” He held on to my hand and we smiled as I gently withdrew from his grasp. “Well, I guess I need to get up and continue my tour of the ship,” I said, getting out of my chair. Sam rose from his seat and stood in front of me. “I hope to see you again Meg.” “Well, it's a pretty big ship, what would be the chances of that? “ I said, smiling. Sam smiled back and looked into my eyes. “We shall see,” he said and walked away. I stood watching him, smiled,. ”She paused, staring into the far distance.“They’re calling me the Black Widow, aren’t they?”Deirdre laughed. “Yeah, I’m afraid so. I think that’s quite cool actually.”Sinead smiled the faintest hint of a lip curl and lit another cigarette.“I’m never going to get another boyfriend.”She blew a long plume of smoke out of her lungs before continuing.“Once might be seen as a tragic accident, but I’m afraid having two men drop down dead in front of you is more than just coincidence.”Deirdre sat up.. Fir me vo goliya lekar ghar aa gya me bahut upsset tha par ghar par kuch nai bata sakta tha mom ne puch kya hua to mene jhut bol diya ki aditi se jhagda ho gya he vo bol kyo to mene koi javab nahi diya or apne kamre me aa gya or aditi ko call karke bataya ki me pese har gya hu to vo boli ki mujhse bat mat karna me use manane laga pata nahi kab mom ye dekh arahai thi unhe laga sahi me break up ho gya .To mom ne socha kyo na me bhi dono ko milkar samjha du.Mene aditi se usi restorent me milne ko.