The feeling of having that little boy in my arms got me thinking. Moira, you got me thinking. It's not that this whole Furthurmore thing isn't working...— it did work. But things are changing, and I'm changing, and it's time to do something different."I could feel a knot of tension in my belly as he spoke. I liked my life, and I wasn't sure I wanted to do something different."Moira — can I tell you what's in my heart, what I really desire, without you freaking out?" He didn't wait for my answer.. "Oh! You won't forget it for sure."chapter 2 : AN AWKWARD DINNERAs we last left off, I was pulled into an awful situation by my siblings.My cousin Sam was certainly one of the handsome lot. He was also known to be very strong in his innocence. His face didn't have any flaws because mainly because he didn't eat sugar and that kept his face from getting zits. His body was mainly solid. I was so thankful I was older and stronger. He didn't worry about sexual activity because he lives so far away. Cardinal Aldous moved outside, to the wide terrace that was designed as a fighting battlement when the Citadel was first built. It offered a commanding view of the plain and supplied a wonderful place for meditation. The cardinal stood looking down at the star, ‘over 24,000 years’ he muttered to himself. The cardinal’s thoughts drifted back to that day so many years ago when he was called to Cardinal Strembrell’s office, the day his life changed and he became the steward of the star. ……………………. He generally enjoyed living in this area where he grew up and wanted to live here during the summer months. The winter months could be a little brutal but he knew he wouldn’t be spending that time here. Living in the southern States during the winter months had somewhat spoiled him and he knew of other warm places in the States, Caribbean or the Pacific where he could now spend that time.He wanted to live in his hometown not far from where the young adults gathered at night which was on Jamison.