He said and kissed me deeply. Promise? I asked. I promise. he said. Now can I see what is under that dress? Yes. I whispered and he picked me up and c...rried me up to the bedroom. Slowly he lowered my feet back to the floor. Pushing him gently down onto the bed and stepped back out of his reach. Then I went over to the stereo and turned it on. Slowly I danced to the music and slipped out of my gown leaving only my thong and lace bra. Oh my God, you are beautiful. he said as I undressed him. By. The only problem my indulgence had, was I became sexually aware, and the emptiness I felt deep within, needed attention, I was sexually arousing myself, sometimes more than the men I was teasing, and the inevitability was I wanted to have sex as much as the men who looked at me.Sex became a dominant feature in my early years, as desirable as I was to look at, men offered gifts and money in turn for a favor or two, so I started to act like Jodie Forster portrayed in the movie 'Taxi Driver', and. Her secret gave her a certain feeling of power over him. He had certainly retained his charm and handsome features. He laughed easily and lightly. Alice was curious to know what had happened to the mistress he left his family for, but her good breeding prevented any enquiry of that sort. ‘You have remained single, I understand, Miss Winsford. That must be a great disappointment to the young society girls, since it keeps the young men looking in your direction rather than theirs.’ Alice laughed.. " I know," he replied. "But sometimes it's nice to be a girl, don't youagree?" Well I have to say it certainly looks good on you."A complement at last, Justin thought. He had to be careful and not betoo obvious; he didn't want to be too forward. He wanted Jeremy to takethe lead."Would you like a cold drink?" Justin asked."Yes please." Jeremy's eyes roved over him, switching from his crotch tohis bust and back again.Jeremy's lustful gaze followed the girly young man as he swivelled onthe cork.