But when I then sought to express The person I called me That with my need some disagreed And did so angrily. "You are NOT who you THINK you are!" Th...y cried in rage and haste I felt abused and quite confused And totally disgraced. And thus depression came to me (It seemed my only friend) I sought to hide in suicide But my life would not end. So I cursed God and I cursed Life For all my agony I sought to blame my guilt and shame On everyone but me. Until one day I realized These things come. I woke up this morning after my alarm went off at half 6, my older sister, Tiffany-Jade was already up and about to get ready for college, or so I thought, as I wandered downstairs into the kitchen I hear a moan coming from the kitchen, as I entered I saw Tiffany-Jade lying on the kitchen table wearing nothing but a pair of slippers, whilst my mum was in between her legs giving her oral, this is a common site in my house so I ignored it and got on with my juice, my mum is an incredibly sexy. “Well, if we’re going to get in trouble...” I said with a smirk.“You still want me after all the stuff that’s happened, and with my feeling towards men?”“Jen, I will love you and be attracted to you until the day we die. That’s never going to change. But you’re married to Josie, the woman you love. And that’s a very, very good thing.”“Thanks. And, between you and me, if I was ever interested in that again, it would only be with you.”I smiled, “Have fun tonight!”“We will!”I took Jesse and went. ”Her body trembles and shakes in fear as I poke her with my knife. She pleads for mercy in a whisper. I stifle a laugh. Mercy? Me?I feel her heart pounding. She's sweating. I can almost smell her fear.Continuing to caress her left breast as we approach our stop, I suddenly realize it’s the wrong stop. My hotel is actually much further. I guess we’ll enjoy our ride for another few minutes. At this point I realize I don’t need to hold on to the bus anymore – my sweet honey is holding on so I can.