She saw it as a way to have sex with other men without cheating on him. Alan wasn’t exactly the most adventurous of lovers and their sex life had su...fered while he had been out of work.In bed, she had cuddled up to him as he lay on his back with hands behind his head. “So you don’t think it would be a good idea to go for a coffee with him then if he rings?”Alan shook his head. “He’s my boss, and he’s too close to us,” he had said. “It could get complicated and messy.”Dawn laughed. “Messy hey,. .. I heard her perform several time afterwards, but never was the experience anywhere near as... magical... as that day. She turned on the 'good old girl' charm and was takin' requests and workin' the passers-by; it was phenomenal. And while her singin' got more polished later in her career, to me it rarely sounded so joyful and, I don't know, singing for the hell of it, as it did that day."So eventually she was tired and we both were cold and there was a policeman the Chief had sent to make. Okay? Jude is myboyfriend." I did not raise some gay kid."he accused."So what am I dad? I stranger? Because I've never felt anything foranyone the way I feel for Jude. He makes me feel special, like I'm theonly one who matters. You never really understand that did you? I betthat was one of the MANY reasons mum left you!" I didn't mean that lastpart, my dad had been through so much with my mum but it just slippedout and I couldn't take it back."What did you just say to me" he said quietly but. ."Sure, what exactly did you want to do?" I wanted to get some head and see where things went."I was much obliged to this idea and suggested we put on some music and climb into my bed. One contrast between myself and Mark was that he preferred to take me on the floor, against a wall, or over his desk, whereas I liked to cuddle in bed.Austin started to dig through Mark's drawers for a condom and I slipped off my clothes and slipped between the sheets. Austin saw me waiting, and after finding a.