." Tina started."Tina if Dewayne can't redo it before next week who can? None of this original stuff is all that important yet anyway. It will be I gu...ss. But really it's all geared to what we're going to record eventually right?" Yeah, you're right. I just thought we could have that one ready this week," she replied."I know but relax on it OK. We've already decided we aren't following anyone else's schedule on recording. The clubs would rather us play covers anyway, we've had enough argument. When we said we had some business in the area, he suggested we look you up." Ah, I remember the young man, he and his companion were quite the pair as I remember. Good men in a pinch, I always suspected."The man was staring quite intently at Sid as he said this. Sid smiled in return."Yes, that is true. Fortunes change, but good men are good men, don't you agree?" I do, and I am seldom wrong when it comes to those sort of things."We had our cups of Cintosara by this time, and the factor was back. It's just a dream, Shhh." No mom, that's just it", I sobbed "It's not just a dream, it's a fucking memory!" I know Jacob, I know" she soothed, still rocking.After I calmed a bit mother released me. "Jake honey, I will go get you a glass of water and one of your pills. I'll be right back sweety."I watched my mother's slim form walked walk out the door as she headed downstairs to the kitchen, while I rocked back and forth on the edge of my bed. I couldn't stop shaking, I was a fucking basket case. I was able to keep my brothers from finding out that I was carrying on an affair with each of them until Donny graduated from high school. He and I did nearly as well as Bobby. When I graduated from high school I went on to State College where Bobby was enrolled. He got an apartment off campus and I moved in with him. We had separate bedrooms and for show we kept it that way but of course we slept together. As far as my cherry, I gave that to Bobby when I first moved in with him at.