Martin said. ‘Love sometimes needs to be worked at, but it can’t be forced. I know that may sound strange, but it’s true. Sometimes you may not ...nderstand it because you’ve never experience something before. But if you have doubts . . . REAL doubts . . . tell her. The last thing Pat needs is to be jerked around. I know you’d never want to do that to her.’ Keith gripped his hands together. ‘I don’t get what happened. She’s so . . . wonderful. She’s everything I should want.’ ‘There’s more to. First out was a pop fly to the third baseman. The right fielder and I almost collided getting in position to back up the play though. Then there was a pretty hot flat grounder that I scooped up and tossed to the second baseman that relayed the ball to first for a double play. The play didn’t show off anyone’s ability even though the ball was hit pretty hard. Since it stayed flat on the ground not hopping around, it was an easy catch.I was second up at bat in the bottom of the fourth. The first. It will not end so easily for you. You will live for a long time yet. But Know this, I am going to punish you the way you and yours punished me. You will live, wishing for death every day at every moment.’ His voice was soft, but the words were like the blow of a sledgehammer. She could not meet his gaze, for she felt that he could bore holes thru her with only a glance of his eyes. For the first time in months, she knew an emotion other than despair and apathy, she knew fear. Her voice. I took my right hand and grabbed her lips from the side and squeezed her mouth open. Her lips pursed and I kissed her roughly."I want you to be a good girl and suck my cock," I said and kissed her again. "Understand? " I asked and winked.She nodded 'yes.'"You have sucked a man's cock before haven't you," I asked and she nodded her head 'yes' again. Ilooked in her beautiful eyes and saw some hesitation. "Really?" I asked again, getting mixed signals."Really?" I repeated and gave her a sideways.