She kept telling herself she would but she never got up the nerve to do it.Standing in the middle of her room, she unzipped her shorts and dropped the.... She used one hand to hold the dildo and the other to pull her panties aside. She started rubbing her clit with it. She moaned, slowly rubbing it up and down, making herself wet.She stood there and continued this for a few minutes. She'd get ready to put the toy in completely but then she'd chicken out. This happened a few more times before. And I would really like my boyfriend too. Thoughts of Cassie that usually occupied my mind, would temporarily dissipate.Then, something would happen and her relationship would end, and I would find a reason to end mine too. I wanted her to be happy, but couldn't help feeling a little twinge of excitement when her relationship ended. Always thinking, what if? And I felt guilty and confused about my feelings. Wasn't it wrong to crave my best friend in this way? We would go back to being adjoined. He was still sucking my limp dick, but he was suctioned on my hard. I couldn't pull him off me even if I wanted to. He just kept sucking, as if determined to get another load out of me...Another one of the guys passed Larry a clear bottle and he put it on the table next to him. He bent over and pulled the butt plug out of Tom's ass and put in on the table. Then after he kicked off his pants and took off his shirt, he picked up the bottle again, he was ROCK HARD...Holy shit, holy shit, what the. We were to hit Hamilton within eight hours and there had been no ill discipline during the night except for Holly getting drunk and falling asleep. She had been soundly whipped for the transgression.'What do you think of Holly?', the Captain asked me as I bit into my toast.'Holly?', I replied and thought. 'Nice enough girl, too immature at times but good when she gets down to it'.'Hmmmmm', the Captain pondered. 'Trouble is ... is she right for this vessel. I have to submit a report of our trip..