He's been hitting my ass for a few minutes when he starts backing up, pulling me with him. He ends up sitting down with me impaled on his rock hard di...k. What? Does he want me to do ALL the work? Oh well..... I start fucking my own ass with his dick. This is new to me and I'm trying to get into a decent rhythm. I apparently don't have rhythm, but I at least can control how hard that big dick bottoms out.I'm fucking his dick with my ass for a few minutes and apparently doing a shitty job. (pun. Now about my flat, it’s a duplex (having two floors inside a flat), my room was in the below and parents’ bedroom was at the first floor. After some 20 mins with the help of spare key I got in, I knew they are in upper bedroom. There is an unused washroom just next to the bedroom which has a small flap window which gives clear view of the bedroom, I decided to go with it as it was a safe idea. I got in to the wash room anyhow, with the help of a stool there I stood up and what I saw there which. I can't stop thinking about Nicole! What's wrong with me? She's just into Jr. High and I'm a grown man.But I can't help it. I find my mind wandering at work, thinking of her, wondering what she's doing, wondering if I'll see her when I get home. I race home to see if she's there. When she is, I'm happy.When she's not, it's like someone punched me in the gut.Where did these feeling come from all of a sudden?? I mean, she's just a girl!But ... damn me, I can't help myself.She's gone from someone. Look at it, pretend you aresquashing it under your heel." Yes Mother," It is because I respect you that I require that you respect yourself.I want you to wait, for certain ?things?, (mother is being verycircumspect, Tabie and Syn in the room with us) because the first boyyou fall for isn?t going to respect you. On the other hand, Jezebel issimply a tool. I use her as I wish. Sissies are trained not to haveany self-respect and Jezzie never will. If you are angry about yoursituation, you.