Jaane se pehle didi ne mujhe bohot cutely kaha ”main new year tumhare saath bitana chahti hu.Agar ho sake to kahi aur plan mat banao” maine uske s...r pe kiss kiya.Wo smile kar rahi thi thi aur usne mujhe hug kiya aur gehri sansein le rahi thi.Fir wo mujhse alag hoke apne room mein chali gayi.Main bhi apne bistar par let gaya .Mujhe yakin ho gaya tha ke didi aj bhi mujhse pyaar karti hai lekin iss baar wo apne adhure pyaar ko hasil karegi.31st december ki subha huyi.Aur maine pura din uske saath. My girl and I had sex less and less at this point, but I still considered myself straight, and never actually followed through or did anything despite my growing fixation. We broke up with me shortly before graduation.The real catalyst for me to act on these fantasies happened the summer after I graduated college. Early in that summer I was rejected by three girls I was trying to date pretty much one right after another. Within the span of a few weeks, each one of them was dating a black guy.. " Oh, that's good.The class ended shortly. My friends left waiting for tryouts while Ihurried home.At home, things were the same and different. The new dark purple Kia Soulwas standing at the garage door. Everything was handled with care. Thehedge was trimmed, the lawn was mowed, the porch was painted, the drivewaywas paved. There wasn't anybody at home. I had a key in the backpack.Inside was maintained and clean too. Furniture wasn't so worn like...like... How do I say about things that were. "Your bodies are twisted and deformed by the time they are cast down to me. Cast down for pursuing your natural impulses, impulses he gave you. Free will he gave you. For once I want to enjoy your bodies in their pure form. Give me this and you will have the keys to my kingdom." "But… But I already have everything I need." "Even Knowledge? Knowledge of the ones who intend to harm you? He would let you marry an unfaithful man. A man who will look you in the eye and lie. What kind of love is.